i'm very emotional today....
yeahhs...dunno why?
complicated story.
its better to keep it in my heart
to let me suffer more.
Happy but Sad.
Cheerful but Emo.
Smiling but Crying.
This world is extremely heartless.
Maybe it all started because i transferred into this school.
ONE sacrifice made.
Regretting a lot of things.Telling myself when i'm sec2.
What did i get in return when i transfer to AMKSS?
One positive point and the rest is negative points....
Positive:
- Getting to meet friends
Negative:
- Losing more friends i met
- Spending more money on transport
- Spending a lot of time on transport
- Woke up earlier for school
- Bought things like new uniform,books etc
- Wasted a lot of money on that
- Got scolded by a dog
- People disliking me
and a whole lot more...

What's the point of being happy when you're not?
It will only irritate people around you.
Starting to get more talkative because i'm getting more of this emotional stress.
The world is changing.
Being alone in this world is the best.
Nobody knows u at all.

Sec 2 life on friendship is the one which gets the biggest breakdown.

Being dead is the best. But I still have to live on to know the conclusion of what life is all about.

Exams are coming....
i gonna be so stressed up soon.
balancing housework and schoolwork together is a very tough thing.
this is the life of Wang PeiYun.
Emotional distress starts to come back everytime when i'm alone.
thinking deeply .
Mostly its about friendship.
knowing a lot of things related to friendship will only hurt ur feelings.
but what to do?
u'll end up knowing all of them.
the only time i act hyper was when i was in school.
beating the person beside me everytime cheers me up!
but after that, everything went down the drain and i'm back to my rushing train of thoughts.
now even i think that my bestfriend is not my bestfriend.
it's just so complicated.
anyway,
JIAYOU for MYE!!!!!♥♥♥

Heyys!!!!Its Wednesday and EXAMS COMING!
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD;
haiz, i think i still slacking! gotta wake myself up!
Band dinner was extreme fun and the best part about it is that,
i dun have to pay anything >.^
so glad about it!hahahahaha!
LOVE MY NEW PHONE LOTS!!!!a Samsung SGH-L770S
Slide phone!!!
better than my motorola phone!
SO HAPPY!

Spread my happiness around!!!
DUN SPREAD EMO-ness!!!!
even though today i feel emo....
Being happy is better than emoing right?
yeahs, i bet all the happy people will agree with me
Haha!!!LAUGH AND THE WORLD LAUGH WITH U
CRY AND YOU CRY ALONE.
Heard that saying before? yeahs.

so many things happen today....
someone hates me DDDD:::::::
caiyin noe who...
then then then....
ahhh forget it.
Everything's starting to change...:(

back to posting...
today went to prepare for the junior show.
Got selected for both fantasy art and D&t!
Dunno how to split myself during the junior show...
but who cares.
helped Ms Tay pin up the art work done by our fellow schoolmates.
She treated us to Bubble Tea after that and me and Caiyin zao after drinking.
hahas! so many days nvr post le...
cuz quite busy for somethings....
realised so many secrets that i couldn't say.
Knowing a lot of secrets will hurt a person's feeling.
Shall not go further in it...
Just realised something so ...wasn't able to control my tears that time....
but anyway, if i cried, who cares!
i'm just a average girl with a boring life like not existing in this world at all.
having too much friends do hurt ur feelings.
NEEHHHSSS!!!
dun wanna write so emo stuff here.
YINGYING HORN WITH ME!!!11235
WHEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!~~~
its quite surprising to me that i can use the yamaha golden horn alr. O.o
COol~

FINALLY REACHED MY 100th post!!!!!!!!!
YEAH!
What a day in school today...
Maid left the country and there isn't anymore maids to tidy up the place.
UGH!have to do everything alone.
Do chores...
COOK.
haha!
My secret is getting more exposed!starting to worry now....
*Scream!
Must be on a very high guard now.
Must not spread a single word....=x
Stayed back in school awhile with Huifern and Bernice and Jiayi.
HAHA!Then Huifern got to rush back home and Bernice got to go for infocomm.
So glad that today hang out with Jiayi in AMK HUB;)
Keep chat chat chat and compare prices with guardian and NTUC.
HAHA!then eat sushi..;D
Then go home!WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
so glad that the train is damn empty. Can sleep!sleep all the way until marsiling!
Nobody can disturb me:)
Reached home and did some cooking!
First time in my whole life. hahas!

back to posting again...
After recovering from fever, got cough, then get sore throat.
HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Missed the hectic band practices.
Missed the french horn!
Missed the band room!
MISSED EVERYTHING related to band...
I want to go through the same experience again!
that tiring process makes the outcome a special one.
Performing musically which is clear.
Learn it over again.
Haiz...will be different for the next SYF.
Will expect even higher than now.............................................
SAD.........................................................................................................